Internal Primates Forever Lyrics By Mudvayne

Cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes i made then
I opened up the holes and they crawled in,
Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget,
They ride upon my back and they'll fuck me with their need,
My invisible enemies all my monkeys

Their coming they're coming their coming they're coming to take me away
.

Disgusted with my position so submissive i am the only way we get away is give in sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes to kill cravings so sick of this in me can't stand the want to
Can't get free always got a grip on me

There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation obedience subservience leads to substance

Do you want more give it to me

Leave my motivation to chemical dependency no room for patience
Don't want it need it come on right now

(chorus voice 2)
Everything i've become now is everything i didn't want to be

Every time i try to run away i fall on my face they drag me back
Every time i try to run away i fall on my face

Help! they won't leave me alone

If i would have known back then what i know now i 'd take it back
If i would have known back then what i know now i 'd take it back,
I'd take it back i'd take it all fuckin' back

Stay away stay away
Hold me i'm shaking violently
Pull me out of my covering
Mold me into a new man
Lull me into a deep sleep

There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation obedience subservience leads to substance

Even if you want you can't stop

Internal primates forever

Everything and nothing Lyrics By Mudvayne

We swallow the spit,
Steal acceptance lend denial,
Telling me that my life is free and boundless,
Then i'm forced to stay between the lines,
They construct death to demolish life,
Plant the seeds to harvest loss,
Found empty truth is full of lies,

We're hoping for despair,
Starvation's gluttony,
Subtle chaotic peace,
War divided unity,
Pro life, pro choice,
Blinded insight,
Left wing, right wing,
Black, white,
Leaders following,

I am everything i am nothing,

Stop fuckin' with me, i'm the accused i'm not the enemy
You're so confused no way you could enlighten me,
No freedom trapped in slavery, deceitful honesty mother fuckin' human not a machine

Lay your hands upon me,
In search for answers inviting,
Constant struggle inside me,
Guide me through this nothing that's everything

I am everything i am nothing

Dig Lyrics By Mudvayne

I would love to beat the face,
Of any mother fucker that's thinkin' they can change me,
White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold,
If you're wantin' a piece of me i broke the mother fuckin' mold,
I'm drowning in your wake
Shit rubbed in my face
Teething on concrete
Gums bleeding

Dig bury me underneath
Everything that i am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that i was slowly changing

I struggle in violated space,
Sell out motherfuckers in the biz that try to fuck me,
Hang from their t's rated p.g. insight,
I ain't sellin' my soul when there's nothing to buy
I'm livid in my space
Pissing in my face
Fuck you while you try
To fuck me

Dig bury me underneath
Everything that i am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that i was you ain't fuckin' changing me

Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
Let me help you hold the glock against your head
Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
Let me help you hold the glock up to your head,
Let me help to chain the weights onto your legs
Get on the plank fuck

Dig bury me underneath
Everything that i am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that i was slowly changing
Wish you were committing
Suicide suckin' on a mother fuckin' tailpipe
Dead man dangling from a tight rope
Limbless in the middle of a channel bob away

Cradle Lyrics By Muadvayne

Breathe...
Push...
...i lost you, you were my god thought what do i do now
You were never there for me never there to carry me,
26 years looking back that time is gone it was you i believed in look what you've done to me realize what you've done to

Me

I can't see going on in this darkness i'm blind beneath my cradle the bough has broke, i exorcise my loss your lie the punishment

It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering,
What do i do now all i'm asking from you please send me a sign to guide me through the times that lie in front of me i'll get by myself

Look at me now, a piece of shit like you.
Look at me now, you left me so fuck you.

Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone.
Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left.
Feels like i've never been loved.
Everybody leaves me, never gave a shit about me.
Everybody's gone, i'll rot in my head alone.
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away .

Fake being, inside of my heart you are the liar.
Innocence displaced.
Been left
.



Here i stand now and i'm alone,
With no one to comfort me.
One set of footprints in the sand.
No one to take my hand, i'll .
I'll walk through as long as i need.
I'll drift through my life though i'm alone.
Outgrown the cradle that once housed me
And i've found that all i need is
Me.

Found i've never needed you to push through
All the shit that stacks up inside of my life.
Endless plight that circulates through my body.
I'll keep stumbling, beating, pummeling
Teething on the rind and renounce my being.

I can't see going on.

I can't see
I'm so tired, of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering.
What do i do now?
All i'm asking from you please,
Send me a sign
To guide me through the times that lie in front of me.
I'll get by myself

I can't see going on fuck it.

Small Silhouette Lirycs By MUDVAYNE

Looking
Can't seem to get away
No one knows
No one except for me
Paranoid
I can't stop looking over my shoulder
Stalking me, chasing me
Am I lost inside a dream

Life consumed with fear
Small silhouettes approaching
Chasing through this mystery

Listening
The deafening noise of silence
No ones there
Always just the two of me
Turning
I can't stand with my back towards the door
Halting me, following
Lost in my own memory

Life consumed with fear
Small silhouettes approaching
Chasing through this mystery
Shadow is drawing near
Am I being taught a lesson?
By my own lifes history

Feel us watching
Voices are speaking to me
Pictures following
And they sit there pointing

I can't see, I can't fight, I can't leave, it wont die
Its become part of me

I can't run, I can't hide, I can't run, it wont die
Its always been a part of my life

Guilt is digging deeper
Guilt is stretching deeper inside
Guilt is stabbing downward
Guilt inside is killing me

Life consumed with fear
Small silhouettes approaching
Chasing through this mystery
Shadow is drawing near
Am I being taught a lesson...

Death Blooms Lyrics By MUADVAYNE

Cold seems crippling lame meander through corridors aroma's thick with age mark off the day reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending i'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me

Past has found its place salvation is no more will god accept my peace bleached will pardon me reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending i'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me

I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me
Cocooned in misery

I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time receive me or cast me away
...god please take me away
Resistance futile suicidal ideas i will crucify my own being satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities justify my own right to what's waiting for me

On the other side the time has come lock and load i'm coming i'm coming i'm coming i'm coming home

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending i'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me,
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in,
Feeble frail and rotting descending i'm lost in,
A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it,
Maker take the body don't want it wants me

I just want to run fly kites wrestle jump and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore memories in me
Cocooned in misery
The darkness overcomes soul soars to the other plain
Existence past the door i sail through purgatory's bay

I asked a god for poison cradle me sown to my dreams souls searching death blossoms where clouds lie over me held in god's hands death blooming

Dark for fear of failure an inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting roiling hate death grip in my veins unveiling rancid petals flowering forth foul nectar the space between a blink and a t
R
...death blooms

world so cold Lyrics By Mudvayne

When passion's lost and all the trust is gone,
Way too far, for way too long
Children crying, cast out and neglected,
Only in a world so cold, only in a world
This cold
Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away
Some might say, we've done the wrong things,
For way too long, for way too long

Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us

Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold

burning whispers, Remind me of the days,
I was left alone, in a world this cold
Guilty of the same things, provoked by
The cause,
I've left alone, in a world so cold
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us

Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold

Why does everyone feel like my enemy,
Don't want any part of depression or
Darkness, I've had enough
sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone,
Or I'm gone



I'm backing out, I'm no pawn,
No mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything

Backing out, giving up, no mother-fucking
Slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone lese
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything,

I need to find a darkened corner,
A lightless corner,
Where it's safer and calmer,

I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us

Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold